Postcards

Following footsteps …

About a month ago I signed me and my daughter up for the Woodruff 5K in Connellsville.

Had never run it before.

Signed us up for a gajillion reasons … most having to do with the race’s roots.

The run/walk honors the legacy of Connellsville native John Woodruff, who won a gold medal in the 1936 Berlin Olympics, the games where Jesse Owens famously won four golds.  

I grew up in Uniontown, which neighbors Connellsville in Fayette County. After college I worked a couple years in the sports department of the local newspaper. My colleague, Jim, was a lifelong Connellsville resident and former history teacher who loved all things track and field. I remember he always made sure the Woodruff results ran in their entirety in the sports section. I appreciated how he always referred to the race’s namesake as “Mr. Woodruff.”

I didn’t take up running until later in life. I can’t remember when or even why I started. 

I’ve come to appreciate running for the same reasons that I write … for the medicine of it. I’m not fast in either endeavor, caring less about finish lines than what I might notice along the way.

Since I had never run the Woodruff, I thought it’d be a cool hometown-y experience, a neat way to honor the legacy of one Connellsville’s favorite sons … and an even cooler summertime thing to share with my daughter, who recently picked up running. 

While we were both looking forward to the race, we also acknowledged that a mid-week race at 7:30 p.m., an hour’s drive from where we live, in the dead of summer … might present some logistical challenges. 

The day before last week’s race, peeking at the mid-80’s, high-humidity forecast, Emma exercised discretion and opted out (wisely for her). 

I was leaning towards doing the same. I can easily talk myself out of things when I’m by myself. 

Fortunately, my son volunteered to step in for his sister.

I was both glad and grateful he did.

So last Wednesday after work we made the hour’s drive to Connellsville, parking near Falcon Stadium, where we picked up our bibs. I asked the ladies at the race tables if Peter could sub in for his pre-registered sister. No problem, they said, and didn’t even bother switching their names in the system. “If you win a medal, it’ll be as Emma,” one of the ladies told him with a smile. 

We stretched ourselves out after our long drive before walking the couple blocks up the road to the starting point. 

Since it was my first time participating, I had messaged my friend Jamie earlier in the week. Jamie and I met way back in elementary school. She lives in Connellsville and has both run and walked the Woodruff a bunch of times (in addition to running double-digit marathons). 

Jamie let me know that the course was a bit hilly, but that it finished with a lap around the track at Falcon Field. 

Aside from that, I didn’t bother looking up the race route.

Figured I’d just follow behind the fast people.

Kinda’ glad I didn’t look up the course map, as it might have convinced me to follow in Emma’s footsteps and opt out. 

The first half of the race is a lot of uphill through neighborhoods around town.

So I was grateful when I found my pacer just a few minutes after starting. 

She was locked in. 

Professional race drip. 

Ear buds bluetoothed to her watch, at which she stole occasional glances, checking her pace … which was reasonable enough. 

It was my friend Jamie.

Though we trade messages sometimes, we haven’t seen each other in person in probably 15 years. 

I didn’t go out of my way to say hello when I saw her. 

Didn’t quite seem like the time or place to reminisce about, you know, Mrs. Schiffbauer’s second-grade glass. 

Plus I needed all my breath for the frickin’ hills. 

Also, she ran ahead of me pretty much the whole time. 

The only times we changed places was when she geared down into her practiced race-walker stride. 

Which I deduced was an intentional part of her race strategy. 

I didn’t have a strategy … aside from praying the goddamn hills would eventually start sloping the other way.

The heat and the hills can sure humble a person’s stride.  

But there are gifts in the humbling. 

Being in no great hurry gave me a chance to truly appreciate the course’s hometown-y-ness. 

Owing to the high temps and heavy humidity, there weren’t a lot of spectators out.

But a few residents stood in their yards with garden hoses … showering anyone interested in swinging wide to catch some spray. 

Growing up in Uniontown we ran under a lot of summer hoses. 

It was a blessing to be reminded what that feels like.

Eventually, (read: mercifully) the hills did relent, and Falcon Field came into view in front of me. 

I started to pick up speed when I hit the downhill leading to the old stadium, by which I mean I succumbed to physics and gravity. 

However, as my stride got longer and bouncier, it jostled might rear ear bud loose, causing it to tumble to the ground right before I reached the stadium’s gate. 

Since there were no, um, Olympic medals on the line, I decided I’d rather lose a few seconds than an ear bud … so I turned around retrieved it, and turned back around to enter Falcon Field. 

I have to say … it’s a pretty cool thing slow jogging into a stadium, especially after all the hills and heat … and asking your body for whatever it has left. 

Which wasn’t much in my case, but still. 

After crossing the finish line, I sought out my son on the midfield. He asked me if I’d had a popsicle yet, pointing to the concession stand. 

Whereupon the part of my heart that’s still young was reminded how good a grape popsicle tastes in summer. 

After catching my breath, I went looking for the only other two participants I knew: Jamie and Jim. 

Incidentally, they are friends with each other, having coincidentally met years ago, of all places, at the Woodruff’s finish line. 

I learned that Jamie had already gone back home to change. I texted her congratulations. 

“We ran with the hearts of (Areford) Colts,” I wrote, a nod to our old elementary school mascot.  

I spied Jim after he finished the walker’s portion of the race. 

I confessed to him that he was among the reasons I signed up … as I wanted to congratulate him in person on his retirement from the paper a year or so ago. In his farewell column, he actually mentioned me by name, thanking me for training him when he joined. 

Which says as much about him as it does me.

I’ve always said that the sports department should build a statue to Jim. 

Jim loved covering high school track and field. 

Volunteered for every assignment. 

Which made him the MVP of the sports department as far as I was concerned. 

For me covering high school track and field meant standing around for several hours and then flailing in vain trying to make “she ran fast,” and “he threw far” sound interesting across 15 inches of copy.

Jim had a heart for it, which made him great at it. 

I introduced Jim to my son, Peter, mentioning how it was his first Woodruff, too, and how he had written a report on its namesake way back in elementary school. 

“Oh, did you see the tree?” 

“Oh my gosh!” I said out loud. 

I’d forgotten all about The Tree. 

Which coaxed a fresh history lesson on Mr. Woodruff from my former sportswriting colleague.  

Jim recounted how the gold medalists from the Berlin Olympics in 1936 were each gifted an oak tree seedling. 

And how Mr. Woodruff brought his home to Connellsville. How it was originally planted at the high school’s former site. The story goes that one of the teachers at the high school was afraid the site might be too confining for the tree to flourish, and so it was re-planted at a Carnegie Library a block away. 

It was eventually moved to the north end of Falcon stadium, where it currently stands strong, 90 years after Berlin. 

If I ever knew about the tree’s full backstory, I’d forgotten it.

Just like I’d forgotten the backstory of Mr. Woodruff’s gold medal. 

I had to look it up to remind myself that he won gold in the 800 meters.

Whereupon I learned that Mr. Woodruff was one of 18 African American athletes representing the United States in Berlin in 1936. 

And that half of the 18 won gold medals, disproving Hitler’s theory regarding Aryan supremacy.  

In fact, Mr. Woodruff was the first African American to win gold at the 1936 games. 

And he did so in a performance that is still celebrated today as one of the greatest comebacks in track and field history. 

Which I made myself look up.  

In the backstretch of the first lap, he found himself boxed in on all sides, owing to the leader’s somewhat sluggish pace. As he hugged the inside lane, there were runners in front of him, to his side, and behind him.

I read a couple accounts that mentioned that Mr. Woodruff was very mindful of not accidentally bumping any of the other runners.

There was a great deal of controversy at the time about the black athletes’ participation in the games, and it’s been written that Mr. Woodruff did not wish to give the judges any excuse for disqualifying him for incidental contact with other runners. 

So he did the most extraordinary thing an Olympic sprinter running the 800 could do. 

He stopped. 

Actually slowed down to let others pass him … so he could swing to an outside lane. 

So that, with nothing but open ground in front of him, he could hit his legendary stride. 

Legendary.

Standing a bit north of 6’3” he possessed a stride nine feet in length, which earned him the nickname, “Long John Woodruff.”

He zoomed to the front of the field and held on for the gold.  

If I ever knew any of the above, I’d forgotten it. 

Like the oak that bears his name, his performance is still an extraordinary thing to behold 90 years later.

While looking it up (you should too) I also learned that, at the time of the Olympics, Mr. Woodruff was a freshman at the University of Pittsburgh, which did not allow black students to live on campus at the time. So he lived at the local YMCA. That he had to run a greater distance — taking the outside lane — than his Olympic competition seems even more poignant in that light. 

After the Olympics he returned home to both a hero’s welcome — celebrated by a parade of over 10,000 — and a still-segregated United States. Before graduating from Pitt, he won NCAA titles in 1937, 1938 and 1939 in the 880-yard run. After graduating he went on to a distinguished military career.

Having grown up in Fayette County, I’m embarrassed that I did not know all of that. 

But like I said, I appreciate running for the same reasons that I write. 

I’m more concerned with what I might notice along the way rather than how long it takes me to finish. 

There are gifts in the humbling.

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At Jim’s post-race suggestion, my son and I walked over to The Tree. 

There’s a poetry to the tree’s story, especially how it moved from its original location when it was discovered it didn’t have enough room to flourish. 

Just like how Mr. Woodruff won his gold medal.

Standing in the shade of a 90-year-old oak tree grown from soil that Nazis once called home, I couldn’t help but think about … roots. 

About getting to trace roads once run by an Olympic athlete who grew up not far from where I did, but had to travel greater distances for everything he accomplished in life.

About getting to follow in the footsteps of an old friend from elementary school who knows where the local hills are and what to do with them.

About getting to share new old roads with my son while remembering how good grape popsicles taste in the summertime. 

I thought about all the things I have yet to learn about the few things I know. 

By the time we left the stadium and returned to the car, I knew this, though. 

If I get to do it all over again next year, I know what my race strategy will be. 

When I see neighbors in their yards spraying garden hoses into the street …

… I will slow down. 

And let others pass me before I swing to the other side of the road. 

And as I take my time under the cool spray,  I will remember Mr. Woodruff … and remind the piece of my heart that is still young to be proud of where it comes from. 

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Postcards, Righteous riffs

Heroes ….

“So, we’re making this a tradition, huh?” 

Em’s reply when asked if she wanted signed up for the New Year’s Day Resolution 5K we ran last year.

“Yes … a tradition!” I enthused.

To be clear, she detests running. Didn’t have her newer tennis shoes at home. Had to borrow my old hoodie. 

When Peter asked her goal for race day, she answered: “To not cry the entire time.”

“Me too!” I replied, holding up a hi-5 which she promptly ignored.

In this year’s sequel, I took note of a few differences from our maiden voyage. 

For starters we arrived early. 

In the 23 years I’ve been a parent, we’ve never been early for anything. 

Like, ever. 

We had ample time to get our bibs, pee, stretch. 

I actually peed a second time …  because I knew I may never be this early again. 

To be fair, last year was a totally spur of the moment affair. In a spasm of poor decision-making, I signed us up on New Year’s Eve — the day before the race — whilst slightly north of my second Moscow Mule of the evening. Was genuinely surprised they both said yes. It was their first 5K.

This year was Em’s second.  

Her brother, on the other hand …. 

Peter’s actually taken a keen interest in running over the past year. Much more serious than mine. Minds his times and distances. Actually had a New Year’s Race Day goal in mind. 

Meanwhile, I held fast(-ish) to mine from last year: not puking.

With the aforethought that comes with pre-planning, I strategically managed my New Year’s Eve race prep. 

Stayed away from Moscow Mules. 

Opted for margaritas instead.  

Was coming off an uneven night’s sleep when we took our place among the mass of humanity at the starting line. Didn’t feel like I had much in the tank. 

So I was grateful to find a person shortly after the start to hitch my wagon to, so to speak. From the back, the guy looked middled-aged and mis-matched …  seemed to be wearing a collared shirt over another shirt (?), along with shorts, dark socks and a ballcap. Temperature was in the 30s, which made his incongruous ensemble read as either brazen or ironic — both of which I found oddly appealing. 

He seemed like a poorly informed tourist from another country trying too hard to blend in … or exactly how I’ve felt in every race I’ve ever participated in. 

His pace was reasonable, though. Determined without trying to prove too much … which, I reminded myself, was the same criteria I used for picking my middle school cologne. 

Managed to keep him in my sights the first mile. The trail was puddled in places, which made it a little challenging for me to keep up, but not too off-putting. 

After I hit the mid-point turnaround, I was greeted by a winter wind bent on smacking me in the face the whole rest of the way (rude). Over the second mile, my pacer lengthened his lead, but I did my best to keep from falling too far behind. 

I find once one crests a race’s midpoint, one’s playlist becomes really important. You need that voice in your head to take your mind away from the realization that, if it wasn’t for your poor decision-making, you could be home right now under a weighted blanket on the couch, binge-watching Murder She Wrote while sipping hot cocoa. 

My playlist was on shuffle, so up popped a slow ballad I love by a melancholic Pittsburgh band from the 90’s, whose singer began to croon, “This world will be the death of me,” which convinced me I should maybe outsource the curation of my hype music to the algorithms.  

Stole a glance down at my phone to hit skip, trading “… satchel full of broken hopes … ” (wtf?) for “Heroes” by Bowie (universe balance = restored), and noticed I had just under a half-mile left. Took a quick inventory of my legs, breath and bowels and, confirming stasis, looked up and noticed I’d gotten a little closer to Dark Sock Ironic Collar Guy.

This is the point in the proceedings where one starts thinking about one’s finishing kick, which for me, consists of trying not to giggle slash pee oneself.

The lesson of the TBPPD (Tall Bearded Prematurely Peaking Dude) from a year ago slow-jogged through my mind as I considered my strategy. The previous night’s margaritas suggested … a conservative approach. 

So I waited ’til the three mile mark, and then, you know, called down to engineering to fire up the old warp core. 

Once engaged I passed DSICG with all the urgency of a middle-aged man on the cusp of the morning’s third pee …  in the process resisting the temptation to look over my shoulder to see if my backdraft caused the collar on his shirt to at all flutter.

Hubris eventually comes for us all.

Pushed as hard as I could as I crossed the finish line. 

But after catching my breath on the other side, I sought out my pacer. 

“Excuse me, sir,” I called out. 

He turned around, whereupon I noticed that (a.) he was a bit older than me, and (b.) his collar was actually a neck-warming device (pro move). I also saw the front of his shirt for the first time, which commemorated a Boston Marathon he’d previously conquered decades ago. 

Respect.

I congratulated him on running a great race. Told him he was my North Star, and thanked him accordingly. 

He confessed he hadn’t run in two months, so wasn’t sure what his body was going to give him. From where I stood, he did more than OK.  

I sought out Peter and Em in the post-race hubub, and we headed back indoors to warm up and so Peter could check out the results. 

He found his name on the printout they taped to the wall by the awards table. Finished top 25, third in his age group, shaving a whopping two minutes-plus per mile from a year ago. 

What a difference a year can make. 

So we hung around for the awards. 

They went oldest to youngest, announcing the winners in the 70-and-above category first. 

A familiar figure walked up to claim first place.

Dark socks. Shorts.  

Dude was in his 70s. 

Um … brazen, it turns out. 

As far as North’s Stars go, I chose wisely. 

Probably went home and spent the afternoon chopping wood. 

Needless to say, I found the experience of smoking a stone cold septuagenarian down the home stretch very satisfying. 

We waited through the other age groups until they got to the 20-29s. 

Announced females first. 

When we heard third place finished just above 30 minutes, Em and I had the same thought.

She turned to me, “Wait, if she was third … then I might have ….”

We were both giggling by the time she finished the sentence, just as they were calling her name for winning her age group.

In the ironic category. 

I had a fresh hi-5 waiting for her by the time she returned to her seat … which she promptly ignored.

I informed her that she was now bound by honor to come back next year and defend her crown.

Ah … traditions.  

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Fathers and Sons, Outside, The Girls

Better Late Than Never ….

Really, we shoulda gotten there a lot earlier.

“What time should we leave?” Emma, the organized one, asked me the night before, whereupon I did the math in my head, which family history has proven time and time again really means, “a slight majority of the math.” Looked up the drive on Google, which placed it around 30 minutes. Should be good if we leave by 10, I guesstimated. “I’ll set my alarm for 9:50,” my son informed me, which prompted me to suggest, unsuccessfully, we leave by 9:45.  Which means we left at 10:10, which got us there at 10:45, which left us just enough time to park, pick up our bibs, and evacuate any remaining bodily fluids before taking our place at the back of the pack of already stretched and warmed-up humans massed at the starting line.

Our tight window robbed me of sharing the signature element of my pre-plannning. For motivation I was going to play Kurt Russell’s Herb Brooks’ “Miracle” speech before we got out of the car. Remind them that they were, you know, born to be hockey players. Alas.

To be fair … it’d been four years since the last time I’d participated in an organized race, so was a bit out of practice. And to be honest, I never really was what one would call ‘in practice.’  In the handful of 5 and 10Ks I’d begrudgingly participated in the couple years before the pandemic, I was never in charge of any of the planning. All of that fell to my ‘running buddy,’ Jason, whose default is to subjugate every detail to his monarchical rule. He’d prompt our registration, then spec our departure time and the ensuing directions. My race day responsibilities were limited to a light stretch followed by (a.) watching the back of Jason’s jersey get smaller and smaller in the distance, and then (b.) concentrating all of my energies on not puking down the front of me while maintaining operating control of my bowels until the whole unpleasantness was over.

It was the memory of one such episode that prompted me this New Year’s Eve to casually mention to Peter that I’d seen that there was a “Resolution 5K” run in Oakdale on New Year’s Day. Five New Year’s Eve’s ago, as I was a couple Moscow Mules into my evening, Jason texted me a link to that year’s race, accompanied by, “You in?” I remember convincing myself that my third Moscow Mule was spiritually akin to the training montage in Rocky IV where Stallone is carrying a felled tree on his shoulders while trudging through the Russian winter. From what I recall, my next day’s performance was, in fact, a fair simulacrum of an overmatched, middle-aged man carrying a felled tree on his shoulders while trudging through the Russian winter. 

I hadn’t really asked Peter if he was interested in this year’s version, so was surprised when he responded to my dissemination of the fact with, “I’ll do it.” Nor was I expecting Emma’s response after I informed her that I’d signed Peter and me up. “Sign me up, too.” Neither had ever done a 5K before.

Seconds after doing so, apparently in the throes of what science calls a “runner’s high,” I wandered into the dining room and informed Karry of our New Year’s Day plans and asked if she wanted to ride with us and, you know, cheer us along. Which prompted the following exchange. 

She: (silence) 

Me: Maybe you could make a sign or something. 

She: (emphatic decline employing surprisingly colorful verbiage)

So it was ‘just’ the three of us standing in the light snow in 30-degree weather seconds before the start of the race, whereupon Peter asked if we’d be running together or just doing our own thing. 

“Do your own thing,” I advised, since I wasn’t quite sure what any of our things were. 

Since we were waaaaaayyyyyy in the back of the pack, I spent the first couple minutes maneuvering around participants either walking or easing into things (whose better judgement qualified every single one of them to be my Life Coach). Managed to carve out some space and was settling into a rhythm when a guy runs up along side me and asks me what my pace is. I hadn’t thought to consider that data point prior to his asking. I looked at my phone and saw I was matriculating at a 7:43 clip. Had I been sipping a Moscow Mule at that moment I would’ve reacted with my first spit take of the New Year. From what I could remember that was about a minute faster than my pre-pandemic pace. The voice in my head immediately channeled my Inner Karry — “[emphatic decline employing surprisingly colorful verbiage].”

 “That’s my pace, too!” he said enthusiastically. “My name’s Jason,” he said cheerfully. (Apparently I’m a magnet for Racin’ Jasons.) “Do you have a target today?” he asked. Since we’d just met I couldn’t give him my honest answer — Not pooping my pants” —  instead opting for a simple “No.”  Undaunted, he asked me if I intended to maintain my pace the rest of the way.

I took a deep breath and replied: “Look, before we get too far into this relationship, I’m not who you think I am. I’m living a lie right now. If I keep up this charade one of us is going to end up on the side of the trail bleating like a heifer giving birth to triplets before we hit the turnaround. You look like a nice enough fellow, but this … this is never going to work. The best thing for you to do right now is to leave me. Forget we ever met. Go, just go. Go live a life. And whatever you do … promise me you will never, ever look back.”

All of which came out of my mouth as, “Nope,” as I knew I would need all my breaths for the foreseeable future. 

As I found an odd reassurance in watching New Jason’s jersey get smaller and smaller in the distance, I began to recall my previous race experiences. Turns out that running is just like riding a bike, except way harder … and with lots more awful running involved. I was reminded that the first mile is always further than it seems. “Surely I’ve run a mile by now,” I think to myself about a quarter of a mile in. 

And the second mile is always The Worst. I refer to it as the “Seriously, what were you thinking?” mile. It’s just mean. Apparently it had a difficult upbringing. Probably overbearing parents. Most likely a bed wetter. Even when I’m running longer distances, the second mile just mercilessly taunts me.

Nevertheless, I managed to make it to the turnaround, and shortly thereafter, my phone let me know I’d made it two miles … upon which I convinced myself that this would all be over soon. Found someone just slightly ahead of me that was ambling at a reasonable pace and settled in behind them.

Stole a glance at my phone when I was about 23 minutes in. Figured I only had about three-ish minutes left to go. At which point my endorphins began to ask me my thoughts on a potential finishing kick. 

“Good one,” I responded before realizing that my endorphins, much like my wife, are not kidders. 

I hadn’t reached three miles yet, so was in no great hurry to make any rash decisions.

Then all of a sudden this very tall, bearded dude zooms past me. In full gallop. Like, really going for it, Kentucky-Derby-style. Sizing him up I figured he was likely in my age group. I was genuinely impressed. “Wow,” I thought. Clearly he had a plan that involved more than just maintaining a good grip on his bowels. “Good luck with … all that,” I mentally saluted as he sped past.

A couple minutes later, my phone tells me I’m at three miles. And when I look up, I see that I’m actually gaining on Tall Bearded Dude, who was now visibly scuffling down the home stretch. Looked like his bowels wanted a word with him. Kicked a little too early, evidently.

Hubris. 

Which my endorphins and I discovered is apparently contagious in men of my age group. 

“We’re taking this f*cker down!” my endorphins exclaimed. 

“Language!” I scolded in reply, before putting my metaphorical pedal to the metal, which reacted with all the responsiveness of my parents’ 1980 Mercury Monarch that I learned to drive on.  

“OK, give us a minute here,” my body replied … before marshaling all my remaining faculties into a barely perceptible acceleration, which catapulted me past Tall Bearded Prematurely Peaking Guy in a turn of events that surprised me almost but not quite as much Brigette Nielsen when Rocky drew blood from Ivan Drago.

As the finish line came into view up ahead, I somehow managed to keep TBPP Guy in my wake while retaining a majority of the bodily ingredients I’d started with, including a teensy measure of pride.

After catching my breath I sought out Peter and Emma and found them upright and in tact as well. We made our way to the community center for some water, and to steal a glance at the posted results just for funsies. Both Peter and I finished sixth in our respective age groups (even more impressive for him, as he was fighting a bit of a chest cold), while Emma finished third in her female age group, earning a tiny medal. Not bad for a coupla first timers. 

Driving home in a car redolent with the aroma of our respective Ks, I was reminded of what I used to appreciate about participating in races. They’re invariably mini exercises in aliveness. Of the conscious choice to sign up. Of the sacred act of pulling a shirt over your head and lacing your shoes. Of stretching to give your body its best chance. Of seeking out your place amongst kindred spirits at different places along their respective journeys. Of watching the backs of jerseys getting smaller and smaller in the distance. Of humbling second miles where your inner voice gains the upper hand. Of appreciating that there will always be folks faster than you, and folks content with taking their own good time, and many lessons to be learned from both. And that you are probably both of those things to those around you, too. Opportunities to push yourself a little harder than you otherwise might … and seeing what happens. Heck, if it were up to me I’d give a tiny medal to Tall Bearded Prematurely Peaking Guy — for not waiting until he was ready to give it all he had. Better late than never, you know? 

Summing the math on the above — or at least the slight majority of the math — aliveness is the blessing of the Racin’ Jasons and Peters and Emmas in my life … people who both ask and answer questions that I don’t always have the courage to ask myself, and who push me to see how fast and far I might be able to go. 

And who make me want to be a little bit better next time.

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